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its been a while [Feb. 8th, 2008|08:15 pm]
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]
[music |iron and wine]

i figure that no one probably reads this anymore so its safe to use this as an actual journal. my hand cramps when i write to much so i figure typing is a good way to get my thoughts out. andrea actually reminded me that i have one of these. i was gonna use my old xanga but it is alllllll crazy now. i dont even understand how to use it anymore. lol


new beau...steve. we are invested to put it in the broadest sense. basically hes totally diggin me. lol. sometimes its like WOAAAH you're realllllly in love with me. like he literally just told me that he has finished writing his vows. whiiiiiich to most people would be creepy, strange, and overzealously odd, butttt im sentimental. lol. even if it doesnt end up being forever, its really nice to pretend for the time being.

my friends have not been as sentimental as of late. they have actually been acting very exclusive ever since i got accepted to most of my out of state colleges and they are all stayin at kstate. i think they think im some kind of snob because i dont want to stay in this shithole town. but whatevs, im getting out and making something of myself. they are gonna be lame manhattanites forever.

i get so frustrated sometimes with the immaturity of most people my age. i know it actually does sound conceited to say that i have matured a lot faster than my friends but it honestly feels like i have. ya, i know i have a lotttttt more to learn but honestly they have about a billion more things to learn than i do. they are retarded. like literally. annie has had like 4 boyfirends and she has yet to learn how to talk and communicate with any of them. she has said i love you to every one of them, but most of them, she never even kissed. noooo relationships are not based around the physical, buuuuut, she says i love you after less than a month but she cannot tell them to their face. she usually says it in a text message. or email. every boy she has dated has been one to two years younger than her which automatically makes them about 300 times less mature than her, which in her case is saying a lot. she is literally one of the most immature people i have ever met. buuuuuut im the lameass who is sentimental and isnt going to end a friendship that has been going on for 6 years. we only have 6 more months of each other. i think i can stick it out.

familyyyyy. mom is still nuts. dad is still vacant. but whatev. only 6 more months of them too. my mom is "always right" my dad is the king of a land called passive aggressiva. i think when i move out they are gettin a divorce. honestly, i would be happy for them because i know that that is what both of them want. my mom asks me weird questions that imply it often. like yesterday she was like "how would you feel if your dad and i left each other and i started datin other people?" when she says stuff like that, it throws me off guard but not in a bad way. like its shocking that she would be so blunt but i tell her that i would rather see her happy.


i enjoy this online journal thing.
i shall keep it up.
its refreshing.

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(no subject) [Mar. 25th, 2007|11:51 am]
[music |Chiodos]

spring break...

is over.

went to colorado. wish i would have stayed here.

spring is here. that means spring dresses.


jason and i's 3 month is this tuesday.


prom. yipppeeeeee!
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(no subject) [Dec. 19th, 2006|03:50 pm]
[music |hellogoodbye]

end of the semester is coming up.


parties and fun times.


thursday...double date

friday...xmas party


sunday....xmas eve


you know it!
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(no subject) [Dec. 11th, 2006|02:56 am]
[music |Graham Colton Band]

life is full of complete surprises.

lovely eh...?
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(no subject) [Dec. 2nd, 2006|06:02 pm]
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |curse if curves- cute is what we aim for]


i have an announcement to make.


happy times.

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(no subject) [Nov. 22nd, 2006|09:55 am]
[music |shimmy shimmy quarter turn- hellogoodbye]


yeah. i am totally making all of my families thanksgiving dinner FROM SCRATCH!

and i mean everything is being made from scratch. even the salad dressing and croutons.

i feel like emeril.


ps. the hellogoodbye concert last wednesday was AWESOME.
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(no subject) [Nov. 10th, 2006|04:58 pm]
[music |Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol]

k, i guess thien reads this.

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(no subject) [Nov. 9th, 2006|05:25 pm]
[mood |discontentdiscontent]
[music |Goo Goo Dolls- I'll Be]

i forgot how much i actually liked this thing.

i only have like 4 friends on it so i can actually write WHATEVER i want because no one ever reads it.


school is just school.

classes suck. teachers suck. my brain sucks.

im just tired.

keeping a 4.0 shouldnt be so hard. it used to be sooooooo easy, but not anymore.


people at school are really pushin' it to.

i made some serious realizations this past sunday.

after next year, i get a fresh start. a whole new state, a whole new life. all the crap will be left behind.

high school drama is ridiculously ridiculous.


i get a sort of satifaction knowing that i put all this on LJ but dont have to worry about anyone reading it.


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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2006|04:44 pm]
[mood |crankycranky]


i dont even know why i still have this thing.

but im not getting rid of it.

im keeping it on principle.

so there.

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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2006|05:22 pm]
[Current Location |YOUR bedroom...lol jk]
[mood |energeticenergetic]
[music |houston calls]

holy pooooooop! it has been forever since i updated this thing....

nothing much been going on...schools almost out...pretty excited

life's just been going.

and going

and going

and going

i got accepted into the NYLF medical conference this summer.....going to L.A. pretty excited.

planning a cruise to mexico...VERY excited

softball starts tomorrow....YIPPEEEEE!!!

so yeah that is basically it.....i will probably update in another 3 months....haha
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